Kinda a huge bummer...
but there's a reason for everything right?... i just wish i knew why i wasn't meant to get that job...and how else i can go to japan...because i can go, right?...
but maybe after all, i'm really doing just needing an excuse to run away...but i guess life couldn't even grant me that.
mom said that maybe it meant we'd be together...even though before i figured it meant we'd still have a chance...i didn't really know how to react when she said that. but it's nice she's being supportive i guess...but it does show how little she knows about me...but maybe it's because she knows that deep down i want to be serious. so it's hard to believe that i Would do a non-serious relationship...
had a mini what-the-fuck-am-i-doing-with-my-life crisis...that i'm just wasting my life here...
but really. i guess there's nothing better to do, huh...
a job..a job i like..and a place all my own to stay...that's all i want.
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