day 22

Hard to think I only have 12 days left here. But that's good :)

I really do like this j-drama I'm watching. It's good to see a rare one where circumstances and other people's actions beyond your control and actually having to make real sacrifices (like your relationship causing trouble for others, tho it kinda reminds me of hana yori dango, except the positions are switched lol), actually create a lot of the problems..instead of the fluffy potential others getting in the way. It's good, because it makes the story seem that much more real.

Not much else to note..other than my supposed day off tomorrow is gonna be filled with moving shit and doing laundry and cleaning...I expect I'll be working for at least a good 3 or 4 hours minimum...that is, if i can manage to multi-task.

I remember one line that really got me...among others of course. "For me, there is no one else. No matter who I might meet in the future, that love... won't be same." It's true..but I guess that's something we learn. Of course there's no one like the first person you share love with...

But the father is also right. When you're young and you're experiencing love for the first time, it's easy to get carried away. When you become serious with that one person, then you end up in trouble when you hit a wall. Heh. But it's nice...and I still think that if two people love each other and believe...they'll find a way. In that way, though, love really can be selfish. Of course it's no good to stand on the sidelines and watch life and love pass you by. But if you have nothing but the other person...if you end up sacrificing everything else...that's no life either.

But on a lighter note, it's good to talk to you anyhow :)

Now with my headache and my nauseous stomach..perhaps I really ought to go to bed..heh.