And while watching a music video of the j-drama...i realized that seeing the girl keep the objects that she got from him made me smile a bit inside. Because I understand. I have things like that too. Ordinary....small things. That were made special because a certain person gave them to me. Like the meaning...and feeling of being in love, being generated from seeing that person...thinking about that person...
Even though the girl just spills out her feelings...i can relate to the ending too. Of wanting to talk on and on. Because it's hard to express your feelings of love for someone in just words. And because...it's hard to end everything. Even in a letter. But in this letter, those emotions that are captured so beautifully...I suppose it's how i feel right now too...
I suppose, somewhere in my heart, some day, I hope that you'll run after me too...before it's too late.
"I shined the light.
But that time, was no response.
I always hoped that you would look for me.
even though that's impossible.
but that's why it was shocking.
i'm always all over the place.
i'm always depending on others.
i've decided to try hard by myself.
I hope you try your best too.
even though I probably won't see you again,
i'll never forget you.
back then, i...loved you.
even now...i still do.
but don't worry.
i have treasures you left me.
your time and memories.
i am so weak and cry easily.
but those treasures
will help me.
i...really, really...
from the bottom of my heart...
loved you.
i wish I could talk on...
but i have to say good-bye.
sometimes in my heart,
i want to shine that light.
and if somehow, you feel it...
please...shine back..."
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