late..and can't sleep...

god I'm so tired...but I just can't sleep. i was thinking of writing more of the story...but i dont know if i have the energy...and so i guess a blog will have to suffice...

The movie was good...but it reminded me.

i guess i'm not the exception. i'm the rule. like the fifty bazillion of the rest of us.

if a guy wants to be with you, he'll do just about anything to make it happen.

if he wants to call you, he'll call you.

if he really loves you..he'll find some way to express it.

it's been almost a year...and i just can't get over it.

i've realized no matter who i'm with, no matter how nice he is....

i'm still in love.

but the above makes sense. and if those points are true...

then he isn't.

and i'll always be waiting...

even after i send the email...

even after i say...

どんなに辛いことがあっても、愛してくれて、本当にありがとう。やっぱり、今でも、私は君のことを愛してるから。待っているから。ずっと。