Tuesday, October 20, 2009

"It's okay. It's just a smile."

When you gave me that look...

Despite my trembling hands..I just couldn't say no.

So I've been telling myself...prove your mother wrong...you Can be happy... show a real smile for once...

And it's what I wanted after all..

Right?

So. The hedgehog's dilemma. Ok, so were not hedgehogs. But it'd sure hell explain a lot about me.

Or maybe I'm just part hedgehog.

Even though I want to give others warmth, even tho I want that same warmth returned...I only end up hurting that person or getting hurt...if only I had enough inner strength..enough inner warmth so that I didn't need anyone else for that reason...

as long as i keep in mind that it's coming...i won't get hurt...

right?

"i never loved nobody truly...always one foot on the ground..."

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