again

Again

I swore I'd never give up on this dream of trying to get my feelings to reach you. I've been told if you give up on the one thing that most important to you, you end up losing yourself. But, now I see, this is the one dream I'm not allowed to have. That it won't bring me the happiness. Only loneliness.

Every day, I search for proof and for a reason to live. And that it's okay for me to exist and be loved. So I'll take the tears that sparkle a light of their own. I'll gather them gently in my hands. I'll take the songs, full of memories and feelings in my heart, and sing them even more, even louder. And these will be my proof and my reasons.


Because of you, I think I've learned to love. Being together with you. And apart. Having experienced all this, I learned to love.

You have shown me you can move forward with the happiness you have found. So, even through the tears, I must do my best to smile too. To you, who has always continued to love me and give me courage. Who I hope to never forget, even as the memories start to fade away with my dream. I'll send off this dream with a smile. Maybe that, at least, will reach you some day. My hand will always be there for you, now and forever. All you'll have to do, is reach out.

If in the future, we meet, then surely it will mean we are ready to see each other again. If not, my heart can finally say it now. Thank you.

バイバイ！(Bye-bye!) ^_^