Saturday, December 26, 2009

day 6

Guess it Has almost been a week. And what'dya know? Already managed to get myself entangled in a few screaming matches. Makes me wish...and miss having somewhere else to go.

I did get my arrows and such. I'll be glad to pick up archery again.

I'd been thinking about if mom didn't pay me. And if I have to pay for this semester, that's fine..but it'll mean no money for Japan...Still, I hope to get the job anyways...

I don't want to even think about all the stuff I still have to do yet before I get back to school...*sigh*

On a completely opposite opinion than my last blog entry, I guess love stories don't intrigue me like they once did. Or may it's just that I really no longer feel heart-warmed when I hear the fluffy words of love between two people. Maybe because I know how the ending goes.

I'm just not sure I can trust you enough to fall in love with you...because I just don't see a real future for the two of us together. And I know who is in our heart. And I know that can't be changed by effort. :/

I will admit...I was happy to get your email. It's almost like old times. Almost. And I still miss you. And love you...Of course. Like always...

"And though I know, I've already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you is don't write me off, just yet
Don't write me off just yet..."

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