way too hot in here...

that's the only problem with being in the most secluded room. an exchange for having privacy= really hot in the summer, freezing in the winter.

graduation- the usual. got packed and unpacked faster than i expected. but now it looks like i'll be stuck here for 4 months...or more.

I hope I can get that job in Japan asap...but unfortunately again, schedules collide.

because as mom pointed out it'll be next to impossible to find a temp job and a place to live for 6 months.

he called. it was strange talking to him. i couldnt tell if i was nervous or not though. bet that's all i'll get into contact with him now..unless he gets internet.

read a cute manga tho.

reminded me that sometimes i wish someone would just say "i really want to be beside you and only you. i want you to stay with me. you're important to me and i love you." or something. but i haven't heard it yet.

so i guess there's no point, no matter how i might feel.

had to break up a fight between the brothers. and had to deal with mom and her bf fighting.

welcome home.

time to get back to sweating.