Until we meet again...right?

This will probably be short.

Love doesn't seem like quite the right word. But maybe it is.

Thank you just doesn't seem to suffice. But it's all I can think of.

I hate that crying makes me feel physically weak. But I'm probably also just tired...

I did cry though. I hope if you need to, you can let it out too.

Really when I was telling you "don't cry" I was telling myself more.

Did I tell you that everytime you part with someone, it gets easier? If so- I lied.

But it feels strange that I cried, leaving someone I considered a friend- as much as I did when I parted with someone I was in love with.

So like you- "I don't know."

I didn't cry the last time my relationship ended- because I thought we'd see each other again even though we said "good-bye."

Somehow saying saying "we'll see each other again soon" made me want to cry even more.

I understand now what it means, that saying "thank you" is somehow sadder than saying "good-bye."

I really wanted to smile for you until the very end. But I guess I'm no good at that.

Still, I'm glad to know we can keep talking. I know that making promises does nothing more than ask for disappointment. So no promises will be made.

But I truly hope we'll see each other again real soon. You have definitely earned this friendship- just by being yourself. So don't ever forget that. :)