so i kinda laughed bitterly when we talked about love chick flick romance movies in psychology class...where the girl and guy meet, have some kind of misunderstanding, then get back together in the end.
why?
it's not realistic at all.
please don't get me wrong...even if i can't forget...
i'm so happy that you're by my side now. you've been wonderful. saying everything, doing everything to reassure me that this time it'll be different. it's really quite sweet of you...
but i also feel like i'm always expecting to be disappointed...if i hope, even just a little and i can't become too attached...or else...we'll get hurt, won't we?
even with this one door...every time i get close, every time i want to open it all i hear is:
"No. You can't. Unless you want to cry. Remember this well."
But you and I... together we're comfortable like this...it's peaceful-exactly what I wanted... Even if it's a different kind of romantic relationship...even if it's missing that one essential piece...it's still something good...
Because what we want is impossible, isn't it?
I just need to..."remember this well..."
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