These Feelings

The dream last night, this song, and everything else...it's telling me I'm scared to want it, but I want it nonetheless. I want to love and be loved in return. I just wish it was with you...but I just don't see how it could possibly just suddenly happen...and it's not like we can go back to how we were before. It feels like I'll only be able to see it as a memory. I guess I can only pray I won't succumb to my weakness and fall for someone else...not that the chance has ever happened before anyways...Maybe I just like the idea of being in love, but either way it's hard to ignore how I feel... :(