god only knows what day it is...i'll figure it out later.

so tired right now from the emotional stress lately and lack of sleepy i'm dizzy...

i wrote some lyrics lately. then just comes the hard part- a melody and an instrumental.
i might suck 'cause i can't sound as good as other people.
but at least then, these will be my own. and i dont have to try so hard to sound like someone i can't.

i was trying to think how i can get more hits. that's the only feedback i've gotten on my singing videos. it'll be a lot of effort...and time i dont really have.

speaking of which, work on sunday? you've got to be kidding me....but i should've figured as much.

today i crashed the car. and probably the only way we could've seen each other this summer. for that i'm sorry beyond words, chuu-chan.

i guess i've really given up on you. i get it now. i really do. i'd be fine if i never heard from you again d-kun.