Day 15 I guess

I hate dreams are that are so emotional that I wake up far more tired than when I went to bed. Not so much fun.

I dreamed that you confessed you liked another girl, chuu-chan. I was stunned. Then depressed. Then angry. Then hurt. Or maybe all of those at once. Tho it's silly 'cause...well, I've been in that situation with you before, and well...will probably have to face it again in the near-future. The first thing I thought when I woke up was that I was glad it was just a dream and that I was probably in love with you after all.

But I also remember now why I was never sure.

Then is it just that I'm so easily jealous? Am I just the jealous type?

"The same things that brought us together will eventually tear us apart." That line still comes back. You and I really really want to be loved. So we'd probably take anyone who's decent in all aspects. I don't know what to do.

I miss you. I really wish I could've done something wonderful for your birthday.