At least a little bit more. I think it's possible to love two people at once. Because we can love them for different reasons. Even though I still believe I love you in some way, I think I'm ready to fall in love again. It's as if I never fell in love, and I still have that beautiful image of loving and being loved, like I did when I was young.
Even though I still have that small feeling that something's not quite right with how you're acting...well you asked me to move on. So the least I can do for you is what you ask me to. I know I'd want you to do the same for me. And when I start to miss you again, if I can think about what it would be like to find another, who is equally as wonderful as you were, somehow it makes the hurting go away, at least for the time being.
"I'm standing at the door to a new world. When I close my eyes I see you. How strong has that made me? I hope I can be the same for you."
This song, too, is beautiful in its own way.
Somehow, though, even if I can convince myself I'm moving on and fine, at least consciously, subconsciously a part of me must know that is not so...or so my dreams tell me...
But it's fine, as long as I can be all right, while I'm up and doing things and living life, right?
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