Being Okay

Sometimes I wish people wouldn't lie about being okay, even though I know I do it too...still it frustrates me.

I'm currently waiting for a friend to finish dying her hair so we can play with make up and looking pretty :) I still don't know if I want to go to the formal or not, but I wouldn't mind not to be honest; after all they're not really my thing.

I've had a fairly good weekend so far, surprisingly, and it's only Saturday night ^_^. Though there's a lot on my mind, anime I want to watch with my friend, sleep, the pain between my legs, spring break and seeing my family, exams...but I'm sure it'll all work out somehow.

Remembering to pray is hard, especially since I do always do it before sleeping. I guess simply keeping faith in things is hard to do, but somehow having something to hold onto makes it better...

Random Thoughts

Hi again! Again, I should probably be studying for my Japanese test..but well, I think I'll be okay as it is. :)

I really hope to go to both dances this weekend, but of course, we know that the most fun is being excited about it and dressing up and hanging out with our girl friends ^_^ Semi on that note, I wish I hadn't signed up to work tomorrow, and I'm having a moral dilemma...

I'm so sleepy...Apparently I'm having trouble distinguishing between dreaming at night and reality. My subconsciousness is very very good...

Well, I hope I'll get to see lots of people this weekend and that it'll be as fun as I'm hoping! :D

A Title

And while I should be doing my homework, I am instead blogging...yes blogging. That which I have not done since high school. It took me forever and a day to figure out what I should call my blog and what the url should be. For some reason I kept thinking of titles that sounded like they belong in a song, or...something. But in the end, I suppose "Kaeru basho- A Place to Return To" fit perfectly, as that was what my other blogs became. A place for my thoughts (though generally dark as they are), someplace I can just talk...when friends are busy...

I'm torn between letting people know about it, and not. The part of me that begs attention, that wants to be reassured I have friends who care, wants to tell. But I wonder just how much freedom I can have with what I write, if I do. I suppose we'll see.

Though this is a trivial thing, maybe it'll be good for me- that is, if I can keep it up and actually post more than once a day.

And of course...I will try and mix in some good happenings of my life as well :)